Monthly Archives: April 2011

Conscious Medicine

Thursday 28th April 2011 The Conscious Medicine Conference at the Findhorn Foundation came at a good time for me and lifted my spirits. It was good to be involved with a large group of people who are all interested in … Continue reading

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I Used to Be Undecided, Now I’m Not So Sure

Thursday April 28th 2011 It’s an old joke but they are the best, they say. Fact is, I don’t know what to do. One day it’s chemo the next it’s not. Today I’m thinking, well, I managed it OK the … Continue reading

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Still Unsure

Sunday 24th April 2011 We didn’t go to see Onco Man. Corinne, the Macmillan nurse, came round and we talked about what had happened in Birmingham and the lab results. She told us that their protocol calls for a six-week … Continue reading

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Feeling Low

Monday April 18th 2011 Arrived back in Forres on Saturday evening. A long journey – 510 miles. We were both exhausted. I lay around all yesterday and felt very low, both physically and emotionally. I had bad dreams and awoke … Continue reading

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Chemo or not to Chemo, That is the Question

April 14th 2011 I always had a strong affinity with Hamlet, here’s another opportunity to identify with him. He was a such a drama queen. Hmmmm …… what does that say about me? Well, I suppose I have been too. … Continue reading

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Daily Delusions of Immortality

Saturday April 9th 2011 I refer to the delusion of immortality that I normally persist in on a daily basis. Today I am thrust out of this comfortable (but unreal) padded room into the bright light of another world. Today, … Continue reading

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Not Great News

Thursday 7th April 2011 Jane sent out this email this evening. Dear friends, Very sorry for ’round robin’ email, but I wanted to let you know asap that we still need your love and light. Philip had his consultation with … Continue reading

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Being a Patient Patient

A friend wrote to me encouraging me to be open to needing rest after this operation, this is some of my reply. “Thanks for the information about recovery. I am definitely impatient, and too ready to be “doing”. Thinking about … Continue reading

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Cancer Dialogues End

Monday April 4th 2011 I was talking with a friend about the dialogues I had with the cancer and realised that I hadn’t said anything here about why I just did the two dialogues and no more. I found them … Continue reading

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