Monthly Archives: June 2011

What About the Dark Side?

I received this comment from a friend. “All the healing you are going through sounds amazing and, am I right in thinking, quite esoteric and out of character for someone I would have thought of as in the rationalists’ camp?” … Continue reading

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A Message from the Future

Dear One, Choose love. You can do it, sweet fool. Be the sweet fool Enjoy the sweetness and foolishness. Be teacher, guide and mentor Knowing the sweet fool in you, and in those who relish that. Choose love not pain. … Continue reading

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A Fundamental Separation

I went to see Sylvia. Three years ago she was at death’s door herself from cancer and has recovered. She then did some training with Brandon Bays, another person who did the same thing and has turned that into her … Continue reading

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A Strange Time

After I quit the chemo I went on a bit of a high. I didn’t realise until I came down with a bit of a bump a few days ago and felt very low and weak. I am discovering a … Continue reading

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As you know, I am offering a workshop next Sunday. I hope this will be the first of many, and I plan to travel with it to wherever there are people interested. To facilitate this I am planning to turn … Continue reading

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A Bank with Heart 3

Friday 10th June 2011 Just had a conversation with the Bank. In my previous posts I have had a question mark in the title. I’ve taken it out this time because I felt that the people we spoke with, Anita … Continue reading

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Aargh! Toothache

Wednesday June 8th Bloody hell. Tooth started hurting over the weekend. Got to see a dentist and he identified an infection and said it needed to be extracted, he can’t save it. (Not great, I’m getting a bit short of … Continue reading

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Who’s responsible?

One effect of the decision to stop the chemo is that I feel I am taking more responsibility. I wasn’t aware that I was giving it away to the medics but it looks like I was without knowing it. I … Continue reading

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A Good Dream

Sunday June 5th 2011 Last night I had a vivid dream which is in itself very unusual for me. I rarely recall my dreams. This one had four features when I related it to Jane. She thought it was very … Continue reading

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Chemo 2, Day 12

It’s over. I’ve stopped it. The blood tests came back “normal”! There was nothing to be done, this is the way it is. Five days on I still feel deeply fatigued, am unsteady on my feet, can hardly walk, so … Continue reading

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